I had it all wrong

I can't go any further without giving credit where credit is due. Sometimes in your darkest hours you can feel like the world is against you and nothing is going right. But when you emerge from the darkness you can look back and see a Greater Power at work. It's at this time you see how perfectly orchestrated your rescue was and you had no idea it was going on. I believe in God. Not because someone else does but because I've experienced the Love of God in my life. And I can't deny my experiences. That said, it was God giving me strength to get through this time. It was God who opened the door just enough for us to run into the next maze we had to navigate through.

Please also understand I am not perfect. It makes me rather uncomfortable to think that people would expect me to be a good person all the time because I believe in God. I never understood why people looked at other people when deciding on their religious beliefs. People aren't gods and they're going to fail you. We've all experienced it. If you're looking for God start by praying and asking God to show you who He is. He can take it from there.